Blech. I hate feeling sick. Felt sick when I woke up this morning, went to church, came home and took a nap, woke up feeling worse...don't you just love when that happens?

Nothing new going on here. Just more stressing out about having to leave home and move into the dorms in about 3 weeks. I keep going between uber excited and then extremely nervous and scared. I bought posters for my room though. So that's exciting, lol.

That's about it. Hope everyone has a good week!

Where did summer go? I feel like the last day of school was yesterday. There were tons of things that I was going to do this summer and although I've done some of them, it feels like I haven't accomplished anything.

Anyway since I once again started off with a depressing thought, haha, I just wanted to say that everything is going better at the moment. Yup things are good right now, and I'm actually getting more excited than nervous to go to school...I'm sure that will change every few minutes, but right now I'm good.

Hope ya'll have a great start to your weekend!

As I sit here with my kitty sprawled out across my arm (making it a bit hard to type) trying to put off going to sleep, I can't help but start thinking about some stuff that I have been trying to block out and not have to think about at all. This tends to be my way of dealing with things. My aunt is going through a horrible divorce right now. The things that her ex-husband is doing/has done are awful, things that I only thought existed in books and movies and would never happen in real life. I don't want to go into great deatail, but the thing that I found out about today has probably upset me the most. I found out today that my uncle has been telling my cousin that I no longer love him and that I think I'm better than him...he's pretty much just making up crap and feeding it to my cousin who is probably believing every word of it simply because he's scared what would happen if he didn't believe his father. I have been relatively okay with a lot of the stuff going on, it's been tough, but I've been able to block it out and only think about it when I absolutely had to. This on the other hand...not to sound self centered or anything, but it upset me the most because it involves me. That sounds kinda selfish, but Im pretty sure thats why it has upset me more than anything else. For some reason I thought that my uncle wouldn't directly involve me in any of the lies, deceptions, and all the other crap he has been putting his wife and son and a whole lot of other people through. I don't know why I thought I would be an exception because I guess crazy people don't really have any rhyme or reason to why they act...well...crazy. I know its wrong to hate someone. But I really feel a great deal of hatred toward my uncle right now. I honestly don't care what happens to him. I never want to see him or talk to him ever again. I hate him. And I know that's wrong, but I can't help it right now after all the crap he has put everyone through.

Alright, sorry about that random vent...in other news...my friend has gotten some of her stuff worked out which means I dont need to go up to Slinger on Sunday, meaning I get to go to FourTwelve. Happy me! Also, VBS starts next week. Im kinda nervous for it because I'm helping with the music and I have no idea how to do half the motions for the songs. Learning goofy motions was easier when I was 10.

Today I spent money that I shouldn't have. Not a lot, but it was on kinda goofy stuff :) the best kind. I bought some Nascar stuff, and 2 Pirates of the Caribbean folders for school. Yes I am a college student and yes I am buying folders because there are pretty guys on them...I'm not ashamed to admit it!! okay...well maybe a little...lol.

Well, my kitty has stretched her feet onto the keyboard, so I am having to navigate around cat paws to type. I think this is a sign that it is time for me to go to bed.

Night Everyone!!!

So I just got back from a friend's house. She has been going through a pretty rough time recently with relationship problems and the like. I have no idea how to help her with any of this besides sitting there and listening to her, and although I know that this helps, Im pretty sure its not enough. Also she wants me to go up to Slinger with her on Sunday night to hopefully help her work some of her problems out and prevent her from having to go with the insensitive not quite so understanding people that she has been going with. I really don't want to miss FourTwelve, because since I have started going to it I can't wait to go every Sunday. So what do I do...go help a friend or go to bible study? I have no idea. I hate making decisions...I am probably one of the most indecisive people ever and usually try to get someone else to make my decisions for me...haha.

Anyway, that's about all for now...nevermind my insane rantings...my blogs are pretty much me talking to myself and trying to reason things out, lol. Hope everyone is continuing to have a good week!

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"In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone"
~~In Christ Alone-Brian Littrell~~
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Here it is. The first post of my sparkly new blog :-). Here you can read the goings on of the not-too-exciting-but-occasionally-enteraining events of my life. I'm not quite sure how much I will update this, I suppose whenever something comes up that I feel inclined to write about. Well I am off to explore the strange new world of this site while seeking out new life and new civilization...yadda yadda yadda...Hope everyone has a great day!

And In case people don't think I'm crazy enough as it is, I thought I would post a picture of the pirate version of me! Yes I was in a group of those crazy people who dressed up for the midnight showing of Pirates of the Caribbean II!!!